Don’t think Big…

Don’t think Big. Think Bigger.


– Take Control –

How many people can say they actually are happy? Really feeling alive! Truly, really, every cell in your body is vibrating from happiness because you are doing what you want to be doingnot something you settled for but something that makes your SOUL SING. How many people can wake up in the morning and jump out of bed strong, ready, happy, healthy, amplified for the day ahead and fully ready for what it has to offer to us or ready to give to life that which we can offer it? How many people can say they are living their dreams? How many can say they are truly satisfied in all that they experience in their lives; who actually learned how to be in the now moment and totally overcome the past and create the future they wish to create? And able to let go of the stress that thinking in the past or the future brings upon us. What about nowWhere are you now? Maybe your dreams are not happening because you aren’t present. You are absent from Honoring your Souls Mission. That which brings you joy, never bury it. Build on it, create a skyscraper made of your dreams and passions. Make them your life. Make sure the beauty is visible from miles away, standing tall and elegant like a beautiful architect made building.
How many people actually had the guts to get up from their regular boring routine and say, “To hell with this!!! This isn’t me. I am lying to myself and from a deeper level I am lying to those around me and through this I create unknown emotional issues. Then, with no awareness whatsoever wonder why I am overweight, unhappy, never energized, depressed, etc. You start to feel unhappy and then go to those close to you, friends and family, and tell them how you feel off sad weak “Don’t know where I went wrong“, you wonder. I’m lost, I’m not me. Well answer me this: Who?? Who actually has the Courage to admit to this? Who even knew that perhaps you got so caught up in this outside world trying to always meet a deadline, trying to always move through traffic, trying to always get somewhere, pass a test, not be late, thatyou became so lost in this game we are all a part of (life) that you are now running around like a chicken without a head. Just going. Where?You don’t even know anymore! Do you think that perhaps you have been sold a lie? Sold a version of reality to suit someone else’s needs and whether it satisfies you or not isn’t that important to the one who created this version of reality that you foolishly bought. Perhaps we have been brainwashed from young, pure, innocent kids to think a certain way, be a certain way, act a certain way, and if you did anything outside of that you were looked upon as a weirdo an outcast, dumb, foolish, crazy, not following the rules, out of your mind, not normal, mentally unstable. To hell with that! Look at history: all the greats were, at the time, portrayed as the insane ones. The ones who didn’t know what they were talking about. The ones who were seeking the impossible, the impractical. Only to later be proven right. Own your Uniqueness in such a way that, yes it disturbs the normal way of things because You, my friend, clearly are not normal. Science says an atom only appears in a certain place if you measure it. The act of observing creates the entire universe. Um Hellooo get to work! You are something beyond the very universe itself. If you carefully observe this then, that which you want your reality to be, if observed intensely enough, can actually start to form and Manifest in your life. What the… holy…. shaking my head for the next hour, just for even being able to come to this realization. Atoms are spread out until an observer comes along. Then, they come together. At deep levels your mind is creating and allowing you to experience reality. This is a phenomenal thought to ponder for the rest of the day. You are so amazing, it is amazing. 
The only way out of your limited experience and unsatisfied life is to get up off your butts, get out of your comfort zone, and care not for the judgement’s of  others. Your judgement is enough. We judge ourselves on a daily basis. We are the only ones that really judge ourselves and most of our judgments come from trying to suit the idea of someone else’s vision for us, not what we actually feel is true. So, drop all false beliefs and look at it from a grander perspective. If you want a new you to emerge get every cell in your body moving and grooving and dancing to the Harmony it is intended to dance to. Forget the old you. Simply because your conversation in your mind is saying that you are not that anymore that is why it doesn’t feel good anymore. You want to feel Alive again… Create yourself anew with the most very truly defining moment you ever are promised: Right Now!!! This is it! Right now, take control of your life. Stop doing what others want you to do. Dance your dance; stop judging yourself so harshly; look in the mirror if you want change because you’re the only one who can do it. Nobody else. You and only you. That which you observe starts to come your way. Remember that. Take over instead of being taken over. Do it for you. Do it for a better world. Do it for the sake of your potential to feel good while you are here. If you need any assistance on the new path you choose to take for yourself find new friends, read new books, watch new videos, change your music, surround yourself with the difference you wish to see. Get proper guidance, find a new role model, get an energy healing, a massage, hire a personal trainer, speak to a nutritionist, meditate, seek new ideas, hire a life coach start to participate like never before. Get involved in your Journey. 
The thing you should focus on most is becoming Self Empowered. If you aren’t in sync with that, then perhaps you aren’t ready for change. It’s all about taking responsibility in your every action and becoming aware of all that you do. Then, go on to change, which you must do, after taking responsibility in order to act in the highest way possible to be who you are seeking to be. The greatest thing you can do is to compete with no one but yourself.
The fundamental jump start to all change is when the realization comes, that where you are, isn’t where you want to be. And all that you see in front of you today is an old idea of who you use to be, not necessarily who you actually are. And so the journey begins.
Peace Be =)

The First Past Life Memory.

One of the very first past life memories I had surely had me up for some giggles. This experience was indeed profound. There are many amazing things in this story which I wish to share with you, so you may perhaps get a taste of the amazing that I have witnessed. 

This took place within the first year and a half of my incredible Spiritual Awakening. I started to become engulfed in the thought of Reincarnation and past life memories. I developed this quiet curiosity and proceeded to take the proper steps that someone would take who is seeking answers to such questions. One of the very first things I came across was a past life regression done with a Hypnotherapist. It is quite interesting because after making the decision that, “I will proceed with finding a Hypnotherapist to help me with this” I came across for the first time- in the very neighborhood I lived in for years- a nice small sign, that I had obviously passed so many times, that read “John Parada, Certified Hypnotherapist”. Since that was one of the first signs I saw after I prayed a few nights before to the Universe to guide me to the proper person, I gave him a shot. Initially, because I was young and not educated much on this topic, I believed all of the stereotypes and fears people have around this topic. “Don’t go by yourself”, “Be careful he doesn’t brainwash you”, “Don’t trust them”, “I heard so and so”… So I asked one of my very close friends George to come along with me just to be sure and safe. Meanwhile the hypnotherapist posed no threat whatsoever contrary to all the warnings I received. Never listen to someone who hasn’t even experimented with this awesome art. This experience reguided my entire life for the better. I wanted to do hypnosis for many reasons. I wanted to know if this was anxiety coming from another lifetime. Is it even true that I could have lived in another body previously and if so I want to see and feel this, so I can validate why I feel this could be true. I also wanted to see if it could help me get the heaviness off my chest that I constantly used to feel. 

So here it goes, I am finally on the recliner after such a long wait and trying to scrape together every penny of mine to do this. George was ready with the notepad to take down important notes that were needed for recollection just in case I did not remember what I was seeing. The hypnotist ten started directing my mind to a point of relaxation, which took a few minutes and he started to take me back to different stages of my life. “Angelo where were you last New Years Eve? Who did you say Happy new year to first?” To my surprise I started to remember clearly. “Angelo please share with me where you were Christmas 2005”. I started to remember vivid and clear events of Christmas 2005, which was interesting in it self. “Angelo take me back to the second grade… what was your teachers name?” Answers were coming out effortlessly. I was in a deep trance so although I was at some level surprised I was so relaxed and curious to keep finding out more because I felt we were onto something. I was impressed by the fact I was remembering many more details as we continued with that part of the session. He took me to a powerful memory and emotion I felt when I was 7 years old or so, then he started to take me to the moment of my birth at which point I started to experience a whole lot of overwhelming intensity and joy for it was such a beautiful process and all I remember was that at that moment I was engulfed in the purest white light. I got a bit teary at that memory for I felt the beauty and love from my mother. So he then proceeded to say, “Okay, Angelo we are now going to start to take a look at a lifetime that you might have experienced before this incarnation. Where you were, what you were doing before this incarnation. Let’s go to the lifetime that will help you clear up the heaviness you feel on your chest.” He started to guide me once again into an even deeper trance and now keep in mind that I went into my hypnosis thinking that I was going to see that I am from another planet because that is how I felt my entire lifetime here. I was blown away when the complete opposite started to occur. I was stricken and awed at what I saw. I was literally in the most peaceful state of mind and could have stayed there for a while. I started to see a vision. First, it was all white. Then, I started to see a girl, a 7-year old girl, in a white dress. She was very, very, very sad because she was by herself. The clarity started to occur and I was asked to explain myself to the Hypnotherapist and George, where I was at that moment. “Now Angelo, what do you see? What is going on?” I was silent for about 5 minutes because I was so embarrassed to share that the realization I made was that I was basically a 7 year old girl who died from some sort of water death. I was holding a black rock in my hands and before I could speak I burst out crying uncontrollably because there was so much emotion and truth to this experience. It was a complete knowing. I can’t explain how in this state of trance it just made so much sense. I saw everything clearly and it just clicked on why I would have had this overwhelming feeling of anxiety and also deep fear of water in this lifetime. (In every picture as a kid you see me very frightened and fearful of water.) I finally built the courage to share with them what I saw, because it was quite challenging to tell one of your best friends you are seeing yourself as a 7 year old girl with a white dress on, curly hair and same green eyes I still have in this lifetime. Here I am, this 20-year old man in this lifetime trying to make sense of all of this, so the whole girl thing did not click and flow. However, as I continued to share more of what I was seeing with them I cried and cried my eyes and pain out, releasing like never before. He even asked me the date or time period I was in. “1848”, I said, without a thought. I fell into a very deep trance and was shocked to find myself experiencing the body of a 7-year old girl, with the Consciousness and mind of this “Angelo” being I am now. Eternity felt even more real during this experience in which I was reliving this short lifetime of mine with such lucidity. Continuing on the hypnotherapist started telling me to let go of the black rock, which clearly symbolized that I was still holding on to this pain. He guided me to let go of the rock since now we had seen where this was coming from. I let go of the rock and the most profound thing started to occur. I started to feel as if I was moving up at an extremely fast pace and at this point I did not feel my physical body at all. I then came to a complete stop and I started to feel the love of my mother. I looked to the right and I saw my mom from this lifetime. She looked like an Angel and was filled with light. I knew she was helping lift me up when she started doing some bizarre things with her hands. Then, I started to feel another familiar energy and as I turned around I saw my brother-in-law John with the biggest smile and he had an Angelic look to him. He was helping my mother raise my spirit up as well. I felt so loved and supported by the both of them. I finally snapped out of this trance and got up off the chair and Holy bizarre, awesome, funky, amazing experience. When I got up from the chair I never felt so light in my entire life! I felt and thought that I could clearly levitate. I was so light it made me start laughing. I was extremely energized and hyper after this beautiful and humbling experience. I was so anxious to share this with everyone because of how amazingly healed I felt after.

Like all my visions and experiences, I told the Universe and my friend George that I would never, ever share this experience with anyone until the Universe gives me complete physical proof and validation that this was an authentic experience and not just my imagination as any average person would believe and foolishly say. I tell people, “Hey, if your imagination can make you feel this light and good then imagine on… However there is a much deeper perfection behind all this.” So here is my favorite part of this story: George had just dropped me off at my home and as I was about to leave I told George let’s not say a word about this until we see validation and proof. So as he Ieft I proceeded to hang out on my stoop for a few moments surrounded by the joy and humbleness I now felt. I nicely asked the Universe please, please, please show me a strong sign of validation so I can share this beautiful story with people. So now let me mention it was a Friday and I had my cousins, Savva and Georgette, over my house for the weekend. My mom was on babysitting duty and I had promised them I would come back home early that day to play with them. Now we all know when you say something to a child you better believe they will take your word for it. So as I was laughing along at my new found joy I looked at my phone to find 10 missed calls and a few voice mails from my little cousins who were looking for me. So now after I’m done with my short request for validation I proceed to open the door to find my two little cousins at the top of the staircase anxiously waiting and playing by the staircase. My mom said they were putting up a fight to stay by the staircase because they wanted to see me once I came in. So once I opened the door this is what I heard come out of both of their mouths, as if they planned it. They hid a piece of paper in my room and Georgette ran to my room, brought the paper to me and she and Savva, at the same time, scream to me as they unfold the paper, “Look Angelo you are a little girl with a white dress on! You have curly hair and you are crying. Hahahahahahaa”. I literally almost fainted I was so stricken I could not even keep myself from crying with joy for the validation I received not even 20 minutes after I asked for it. I asked them why they would draw me as a little girl for this never happened before and they had nothing to say besides blaming it on each other. But their eyes told me why. Their eyes specifically told me, “You know why”. I believe this happened through them because children are extremely telepathic and connected to Source more than adults. They are not yet programmed to a certain way of thinking which causes us to dismiss a whole lot. I called my friend George to share with him the validation not even 20 minutes later and he pretty much was speechless and said, “That is freaky man, we will talk later”. Lets fast forward a few years… I kept sharing this experience and this one lady I shared it with asked me if I ever asked to receive validation for the date. I replied no, for I never felt I should. However after that week I did put out a request once again. I asked the universe for a double validation out of curiosity. I told the Universe to somehow, someway validate the date for me, please. It was the Saturday before Greek Easter and Greek Easter sometimes falls a week before Catholic Easter so on the way out of my house my mom asked me to drop off Easter baskets to my cousin Georgette and her sisters so I said sure. I went with no intention or request to receive this validation on that specific day. I parked by a school by their house and because it’s a school block there were usually no cars parked there. I gt out of my car and I went to get the baskets. Now keep in mind there are no cars parked there. I suddenly got a phone call in the midst of all this so I got back into my car and talk for about 10 minutes, then got back out a second time and as I was taking the baskets out a man pulled up behind me and parked his car. He got out and as he was locking his car he said Hello to me. After he said Hello to me for some reason something compelled me to look at his license plate and the guys license plates last four numbers read 1848… Wow, Wow, Wow! I was stricken once again for this is just Wild stuff man. How perfect and synchronized was all this. I mean the chances of this being an accident are simply impossible. You are talking some on point synchronicity which is impossible to just happen by chance. Clearly this proved to me this happened on purpose, for a purpose. For me to get my validation. Period. The most important of all for me out of this whole experience is that I felt great and amazing. I proceeded with a deeper level of happiness and after this experience it almost felt as if it was effortless to be happy. Nothing heavy was stopping me. I was not in a depressed mode. I would say going into the hypnosis I knew that I was capable of more happiness and my curiosity simply lead me to discovering more happiness. Ever since this day, after carefully observing what the Hypnotherapist did to guide me to this state of calmness, to be able to perhaps experience something in the past, I started to experiment much more with past life visions. Actually, I started to perform this on myself regularly, so if you enjoyed this vision and experience you should come back again and read what other recollections I have had ever since then. This was one of many past lives I have remembered. To date, I have remembered over 100 past lives, some of them with extreme detail which I will share eventually. Many were extremely healing and empowering and have changed my life forever. Believe it or not it has brought great, great peace upon my mind, body, and Soul. The next lifetime I will share is my lifetime as a Persian Soldier, which got rid of a physical pain on my throat. The many lifetimes I have recalled off this planet show realities and civilizations that make ours look Primitive. The main feeling that stays from this vision is that you should always be curious, always explore and always be open to higher levels of happiness. For you do not know how happy you can be until you experience and let go of things that you are holding onto… Even those that you might not even be aware of. 


Honor The Sacred.

Honor The Sacred.

I bow down to honor the Sacred. Never, ever will I host hesitation where there is a stream of thought inhabitants that wish for my procrastination. I am here not only as a Seeker, but a Creator indeed. Foolish am I if I must seek for validation. When I have need for explanation, I limit the forces of creation that pass through and serve me. Power, I must feel, this is what keeps me Real. To feel your Earth will guide you to insights in which you will realize this… I go nowhere ’til I respect all here first. I have said it all and that is loud and it is clear. Respect all here, never put her to your rear. Yes I must, yes we must hear the Spirit loud and clear. Lust is a tease. Love indeed will leave you Pleased. Bigger you are, just see passed the scars. Surrender shall be your first contender. Seek to unlock your questions in the roots you are neglecting. Honoring “I” is my mission, perception is my decision.

Psychedelic Thinking We Must.

Psychedelic Thinking We Must.

Psychedelic thinking we must. Forever in a transition. Momentum and movement is your best friend. Feeling truth like it’s cool. Grabbing it like ya life depended on it. Seeking for a new definition, we must reposition our hearts. Here to teach my own lesson to the self, day by day obsessively claiming my Inner wealth. If you’re right… put up a fight. Like Ghandi, be gentle. Like Buddha, be still. Like Jesus, have faith and Love. Like Martin Luther King, BELIEVE. Forever and ever your spirit shall go. Keep in mind, this is just a temporary show. Sharing my all, ’cause there is a meaning to Us all. Raising our vibration and guiding us to a new level of temptation. Chaotic we will never be, for we forever will seek to see our Grandest Vibrance. So alive, I might just cry. Truth dwells inside. Permission I give thee to new DNA accesses in which relaxes the physical manifesto forever letting it be evermore alive. Don’t let your Vision die. Seek for your truth as consistent as this existence. – ZenMan

Meditate For Crying Out Loud.

Meditate For Crying Out Loud.

Meditation helps you with gaining inner connection. Correction: this practice isn’t for hippies, it’s for the ones who seek something deeper within themselves and within life… To get past the controlled brainwashed ways of living, you must surrender to many false facts and beliefs you have come to believe through unconscious acceptance. It’s to see past the illusion we have placed over ourselves. Your thoughts and belief systems can be so destructive, that without knowing it, you are building your own prison and if anything more freeing ever passes you by, you are threatened because you would have to break your prison cell down in order to accept the new. After this, you then simply, with foolishness, move on to reject the new which can indeed be helpful and allow you to thrive in new and more amazing ways. You have accepted, without any care, falseness and limited concepts that literally harm you physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. In meditation, you achieve realizations that you have no chance for achievement if you stay within the chaotic state you are in now. You must quiet the mind-period- if you want to see something deeper and different. This goes for any topic in life. I repeat: any topic in life. You are seeking answers to your certain questions with absolute madness and complete foolishness. You have lost humility. If you miss humility, you miss a lot in life. It’s like me wanting to travel to Europe but I go on to sit in my car, scratch my head, and ask my mind, ‘why am I not going to Europe?’ while I am foolishly closed to the idea that I need an airplane or a boat for that. And that is my point. In life we ask deep questions and want to achieve or do things differently and we sit there scratching our heads making up comforting silly solutions: “illusions” which lead us to more madness. You must tap into the Unconscious to make the Unrealized become Realized. Do you see the truth in this? You are confused and lacking something, so with all you know, you are trying to put together answers with everything you have previously learned. Well, if you had the answers, you wouldn’t be asking, now would you…? So you now need to open up to that which you do not know and then you have a better chance to materialize answers to unsolved questions. It is like me telling you, ‘hey! Do you know if you close your eyes you will see darkness?’ And because your eyes are open, you say, ‘No way! Impossible! There is light everywhere.’ Really? Well, then close your eyes… No, that’s not true. I don’t need to, I don’t want to, you are wrong. That is exactly why you will not see if this is false or true. Same thing with life. We answer questions without ever opening up to other possibilities. In other words, stop giving your opinion before you ever really thinking about it, let alone experiencing it. Now, you’re probably wondering, ‘Well, what would happen when I quiet my mind?’ I’ll tell you this: you start to tap into your heart. You start to tap into your emotions and intuition, just like every great person who is remembered throughout history. These people, if you carefully observe them, were, at some point, deeply in tune with their GUT. This intuition, this part of them that says, “YES!”, while the logical mind says, “NO!”, is in modern day considered innovative. These people are viewed as the “BOLD” ones, “Weird” “Contradictory” “Brave” “Big Thinkers”. In Silence, you start to tap into other levels of Intelligence that you host as a Spiritual Entity. These are levels of Intelligence that the mind hasn’t understood yet. Stop defending this as if it is something good, the only thing it is, is comforting. Turn your attention within for 30 minutes. You are here for the average of: 80 years or 29,200 days and that is it. Then you move on from this playground. We truly have no time to waste. Time is ticking and there is no time for stubbornness, especially when it comes to well being and your true Potential. While you are here, make sure you are playing. Your Soul loves to play. Play: meaning be happy and free. Do nice things. Discover and Explore new things. Go on a random adventure. Try something out of your comfort zone. Women: love your husbands. Do something different for them today, put some extra spice, love and attention in the food you cook for them. Stop complaining! Look at your wives, Men… Kiss them like you mean it, dammit!!!! Honor them, for they are Sacred. Your Soul wants to play. If you are not playing, then it is no coincidence you are lost in confusion, feel yucky, perhaps have become a control freak, scared of every little germ, paranoid, tired, or sexually inactive. When you play, you let go and let loose. Otherwise, it’s not fun and we all know when we play, we have fun because play is fun (otherwise it is not play). You see now why you must play… playing means you’re letting go and are allowing yourself to be a natural state of being when everything is at ease. Meditation can help you surrender to many levels and layers of control you have because of your fear of Growth. Hint Hint: when you play, you are satisfied. Perhaps then you will not feel drowsy, down and out of it. Elevate your Spirit and feel your Light. Shine your light. Be as bright as the STARS. Meditation = Inner Connection. You will no longer experience hesitation in your words or life. Your day will be filled with Unrealized potential. Life is here to be good to you. If you believe anything less, let go of that belief and you will see something different. Treat your temple “body” with Respect. I hope you now see that Meditation, is in fact, the act of SELF RESPECT. The aknowledgement of the Self, the practice of realizing more through conscious intention. The allowing of letting communication of the mind, body ,and spirit to be made all at Once. No more shall you self neglect! Tap into your deepest intellect! Keep in mind, this is for Self Respect. Intelligence you can’t understand is on its way to you now, all you must do is allow. Stand up and perform. Leave it all out on the stage. Do not be afraid for the audience needs your utmost greatest performance. And they shall come back again. Let’s just pretend them coming back is your energetic satisfaction in life on a daily basis. This is going to be a busy show, isn’t it? Respect thyself. Respect. ThySelf.

If you don’t know how to MEDITATE and you would like to learn I am here to show you. I can share all that I have come to understand. Be still. Meditate and control your mind. Your mind isn’t yours till you claim it is yours.

The Perfect Stranger.

So I constantly find myself being asked what the turning point was on my
Spiritual Journey that made me decide to make this my life’s absolute mission. Meaning, why am I devoting my whole life to helping people connect with themselves and helping people reach Higher levels of self awareness? I want to share and speak of new thoughts and new ways to help folks open up to something bigger. An Idea that we here on earth are not familiar with. I will get straight to the point, now listen… or read 😛 

About 4 years ago I was working as an Insurance Broker and I would constantly find myself in deep thought, thinking things such as: if I have to do this the rest of my life I’d much rather not be here. Simply because being stuck in a 5 by 5 desk space with no windows for 8 hours felt worse than torture to my Soul. After all I am a Biological Entity that does need Vitamin D from the Sun for ultimate vibrant Health. I’d say about 3 weeks before this experience I found myself in an extremely overwhelmed state of mind in which the realization that I was not meant to be an Insurance broker in this lifetime came over me and that I was clearly put here to show something more to people. At the time I was beyond confused because I had no idea what this “more” was. So I went to my car around lunch time, cried my eyes out and I found myself begging the Universe to show me an extreme physical sign of such Epic validation that I did not need to question myself anymore. If I was to leave Insurance that would be okay. That I would be able to live a nice grounded earthly life. Simply put, I told the Universe to show me a sign that what I feel think and see is accurate and valid. I needed a sign that I could touch, see, hear, smell and I would simply leave insurance behind and never look back. 

So lets fast forward now, 2 weeks after this day of begging and demanding. I am in the office on a Friday around 3 o’clock in the afternoon. I started to feel this force present in the office. I was all by myself and it’s as if the presence was in my mind gently, nicely telling me to get up and leave. I was like “um hello where do you want me to go…?” Once again gently, nicely the energy/force that was in the room told me to get up and leave. I must say for a second or two at the time I thought I was going mad or nuts because I was still astounded that someone or something was in the room, moving in waves telling me to move and leave from the office. Of course by now I had learned to listen to my intuition or else I would end up stubbing my toe or bumping my head on the refrigerator or something else annoying would happen. So I simply started to make my way up and prepare to leave. Now I did for a split second or two tell myself, no this is completely wrong and bad if I leave work at 3 o’clock because I had to be there till 5. But what did it matter? After all I had permission to do so… It just felt so right to do this. I quickly started to become extremely nauseous at the thought of not leaving. So with no hesitation I began my departure, walked up the stairs, and got into my car and I must say the most exciting thoughts and feelings aroused in me. I don’t know where I am going but I know I am about to go on a journey. I closed my eyes and said a little prayer. God… Love…Universe… Angelo… Uncle Savva… Who ever is listening I ask of you one thing: Guide me, lead me and attract me to where I should truly be going right now. 

Since I felt as free as a Bird I started driving around, enjoying my music seeing where the flow took me. I wound up deciding to go eat something at this place on 30th avenue a place in Astoria NY called Pita Pan. You should go one day… Awesome!!! So I go around looking for parking and as usual not much parking. All of a sudden I find parking right next to my favorite cafe. I proceed to get out of my car at this moment, engulfed in deep thought. “Where the hell am I going in my life” but at the same time in some odd way I had this deep joy inside me. As I got out of my car to go pay the meter like the good citizen I am 🙂 I feel somebody tapping me on my right shoulder… I turn around to see a 5’5 short, Indian man looking me straight in the eyes and He said to me:

“You my friend look like you have a lot of money but you don’t. You have a nice suit, nice watch, nice car, and are a good looking young man. All your money goes into your right pocket and out of your left pocket.” 

I, being a wise ass at the time, told him, “Well thank you Sir but this is almost everyone’s story in NYC and the world. Tell me something I do not know.” 
There was a brief moment of Silence. And he then said, “Are you sure you want me to tell you something that you don’t know…?” I said, “Of course.” He then handed me a piece of paper which he said to put in my left palm and close it. Then he proceeded to ask me, “What is your favorite flower? Write it down here on my note pad.” I wrote down Rose on his notepad and then he told me to open up the piece of paper he had put in my palm. I opened up the paper and he had clearly written Rose. I was somewhat impressed and said, “Okay… Good guess.” Then he put another piece of paper into my palm. Now he asked me to write down on his note pad my favorite color and how many siblings I have. I started to sweat because I told myself that this was about to get real if he gets this right. I took his pen, while holding in my left hand his paper and of course I wrote down Blue and 3, for all my beautiful siblings. I opened up my palm quickly after that and sure enough– holy cow!– he had written Blue and 3 on the paper he handed to me moments before. I started really sweating at this point and at that moment realized that this is the Universe answering my prayer. Now he was extremely focused and it was as if he was almost ignoring me. He put yet another piece of paper in my palm, and asks me the year I was born and 2 wishes that I have and he told me that he would pray for my wishes. I was now becoming a bit overwhelmed because if he got this one I have no words to explain it. I proceeded to write on his notepad 1988, work, and money. Sure enough I open up my palm and look at the paper on which he had also written 1988, work, and money. I looked at him in awe. He was extremely serious and focused at this point and said, “Do you wish to speak some more?” I said of course what else can you show me? He said, “If you wish to speak we have to go inside your car because it’s extremely loud out here.” I surely did not mind welcoming this 60 year old, 5’5, harmless Stranger in my car. All his intentions were to help me. I felt and knew this in my heart. 

In the car now I can tell you that I thought of a million questions to ask him but it’s as if he started ignoring me again and started to speak to me. He started answering my questions on his own with out me even asking them. He proceeded to say you have to look at me and keep your palms open. He said to me, “Your father has heart problems. He just came out of the hospital and he will go back in almost exactly a year from now because he will not stop with his Smoking habits and lack of care for his health.” Now keep in mind, I barely was allowed to speak. He said all I need to do is nod yes or no and I could speak after he was done. I was WOWED and said okay. Oh and by the way, yes, my father had just gotten out the hospital and did end up going back exactly a year later. He then went on to say, “Your mom is a beautiful lady and has lots of love in her heart. She is a nurturer and she is taking care of an elderly woman in your house, in a place where there should be a dining room table. I see a hospital bed there and your mom will or already has started to developed left wrist pains because of having to move this lady around daily.” He then said, “Be patient, for this will change. Tell your mom she will not be doing this for much longer.” We had to take care of my grandmother in the middle of our dining room. My mothers mother-in-law. He then proceeded to say, “Your siblings, friends, and family do not understand you and you should find ways to speak to them more clearly because you just confuse them with your words. You get too excited and things don’t sound how you want them to sound. They will eventually start to understand you. Do not worry.” Another fact. I had so many things occurring to me Spiritually that I had no idea how to explain this stuff to people so I not only left people confused but I left myself confused. He continued with, “You have a girlfriend– I will write her initial down on a piece of paper– I have this to say: If in the next month and a half she doesn’t understand your spiritual growth and how much Love you have to offer to a woman she will leave you because you will scare her away.” Lets just say that exact thing happened a month later. Again I kept trying to get words in but he would interrupt me and answer my questions before I even asked them. He then got serious and I realized after he told me this but all the stuff he said before was to comfort and prepare me for the truth he was about to speak to me. He told me, “I want you to go in your room and close all of your books because you are researching and reading too many topics which are leaving you confused, frustrated and completely drained.” I was astonished once again, for how the heck could he know how my room looks like? That I have 100 books, articles and videos open on my desk? He said, “You know in your heart the topic you love most. You must focus and pick 1 topic you love the most and simply just focus on that daily and you will discover many gifts and abilities you have yet to unlock. He then said that I would go on to help many people change their lives and help many people in general with many things. He kept on going, “You will be very well known in spiritual communities and communities in general. You will help people relax and connect with their spirituality. You will be doing this work for the rest of your life.” He then really awed me and comforted me beyond imagination. He said, “You will go on to write books on your journey and your experiences because people need to hear about it and you will help them. You will write books on your journeys in the dream realm because you have futuristic and intense psychic, lucid dreams. (I giggled inside and said I hope we find a proof reader. My grammar isn’t the greatest. But I am so for it man.) Now how could he know about my dreams and that I have all these spiritual dreams? I didn’t mention anything to him. My heart was singing at this point. He kept telling me I had a lot to offer to people, that I would help people a lot and I should seek to change my life. I should trust the universe and that I would speak in front of people one day and through that help many, many people. And that everything will reveal itself to me if I just stayed open. 

He went on and on, and gave many more details and bizarre but relative information. This conversation went on for about 1 hour. I couldn’t help but tip him $40.00. I almost even gave him my I-pod I was so ecstatic but then I thought twice. I was crying through the majority of this experience. I just couldn’t help but be in awe at how accurately the universe validated and answered my prayer. I was so overwhelmed that my body was shaking and I demanded that he answer some of my questions. I said, “You know and understand that everyday I try to convince my family and friends I am not crazy, right? Why couldn’t you stop any other random person or my friends who always hang around here or my brother or my Uncle who is always down the block? Why me? Why did you choose to stop me?” He looked me in the eyes and said, “You asked for this. I stopped you because I knew I had to tell you all of this stuff because you wanted to hear it.” I had no words. He answered with such power and ease. He even knew that I asked for this? Wow!!! Simply Amazing. He said that he also knew I was extremely connected to the universe as we all are but I was open and ready for this. I then also asked him why I felt so impressed by what he just did but at the same time I had this cocky feeling that I knew in my heart I could do what he did? I said, “I know I can do this. It’s impressive but it honestly makes sense in my mind. I see and know why this is possible.” He responded, “Because you can do this. All you have to do is meditate for 1 hour a day at 4 in the morning and you will gain complete consciousness of the information that wants to pass through you.” Ever since then I meditate regularly and wake up a lot– not always, but I do wake myself up at 4 a.m. to meditate until I sleep again. And I must say although I had no idea what was coming, I did decide that I was quitting insurance once I discovered what these gifts and abilities were and that I surely would be devoting my heart and passion to this.
I have discovered many things over the past 4 years and have experienced completely powerful synchronicity, which has led me to the discovery of many abilities I, and we as Spirits and Humans, have. Many people ask how I came to do energy work or my psychic work. Who has taught it to me? I must say the more I meditate the more out of body experiences I have and it is throughout these journeys or lucid dream worlds/realms that I enter a state of knowing and being in which I simply remember that I can do what I do. I remember that oh yeah, of course I have and can feel energy and if I focus with love and a calm mind I can help someone with a headache. I know this. Of course if I run this energy in your auric field I know it can calm you down. After all I am shining light unto you. Or in certain dreams I know I already know things about people or helpful tips I can share with people. The dreams and meditations have helped me gain tremendous clarity in my life and I recommend Meditation to all. The build up of random events, feelings, traffic, people, red lights and perfect actions that needed to happen for this event to occur in my life is truly mind boggling. I wonder, what if the red light took 1 second longer? What if I drove 5 mph quicker? What if the person who left the parking spot didn’t? Then I wouldn’t have been there at the perfect time to meet this awesome person. What if I didn’t get up and leave?

Here is the last part to this story. I never saw this person again. He told me his name was Irout and gave me a phone number to call him if I ever wanted. Well you know me, I called him the next day and 30 other times in the past 4 years and never once did this phone number work. I put my hands in the air and I gave up and must say I don’t even know if he was human. Maybe he was just a physical manifestation of an Angel. Who knows? But I do know one thing, He is and was The Perfect Stranger. 

I must go now for I must absorb and enjoy this beautiful experience. I wish one thing for you all, keep your eyes and heart open always in your lives. And do feel free to ask, beg, and demand from the universe for deeper levels of clarity or whatever other questions you may have or realizations you wish to be made. I truly feel so honored and humbled to have had this experience and am more than overwhelmed with joy to have shared this with you.

Thank you for reading Wise Soul, feel free to ask me what you wish.